Friday, February 03, 2006
closing my blog down as i got tired of this blog and i do not want certain people to read about my life.But if ya think ya close to me then message me for the new link. haha!
cheerios,
mich
Posted at 08:23 am by groovypurple
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
yesterday, esther and i went to kihui's condo for a dip in the pool.
WE hit the gym and ran outside, doing crazy stuffs and squats.
And the best part was soacking outselves in the suana room.
It was REALLY hot and stuffy in there.
The temperature was like what?! 46 degrees i think.
It was ultimate craziness.
But it was all fun!
Then we went around china town to shop
but i didnt find anything appealing
we lunched at teh hawker at chinatown there were like 50 stalls i bet
my head was so groggy, cuz i just did not know what to eat
so i finally settled for the cha kuay teow, but it wasn't nice
but i liked the fried dumplings.
Then we head back to school to collect esther's results
and meanie royce messaged me cuz he was so happy..
" hey meanie!! OMG! this is faetd. i got the same results as you for my ps!!"
ROyce is the most crazy and enthu friend i ever met.
so happy over a B result and cuz we both had the same marks.
fated eh?!
haha! you are full of bullsheeeetttt i tell you!!
Anyway, i'll be shopping with him tommorrow. more bullshit from him!wahhaha.=x
but i'm really broke
i need piano students
i need to learn how to manage my money=/
Just visited noella's blog and realise her background music is 'right here waiting'
i love that song
if only someone could sing this song to me
so sweet and nice
i love oldies
influenced by dad i guess
but it's nice.who cares!~
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazY
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
waiting for you . . .
"Right Here Waiting" -- Richard Marx
leaving for thailand in 3 days...
Posted at 06:44 am by groovypurple
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
i don't think anyone can understand what i'm going through now
i try to live a happy life
i TRY so hard to be happy
so hard
but things NEVER seem to go right
even when there are happy times
it's ALL short lived
but back to square one
zero
nothing
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i feel like a total bitch
a heartless girl
no feelings
no sensitivity
selfish
care only about myself
i'll do anything to get what i want
but in the end
futile
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i just ate a bowl of fish soup
just like any other at home
talking to my sister
listening what she has to say
her views
i found tears in my soup
and here am i typing this
i really HATE myself
really to the core
if someone can really love me for who i REALLY am
that person must be an angel
like my mom
but often taken for granted
like i said i'm a bitch
the most disgusting and selfish girl
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i don't understand how i turned out this way?
since when?
how?
i guess it was ever since i was fifteen
i has been ongoing for the past 4 years
i'm a GREAT actress i readily admit
actresses ALL have sorrows and suffers from split personality
that's probably what i am diagnosed with
i'm complicated
so don't try to unravel me
i'm sad
and i don't need comfort
cuz now i'm jus pitying myeslf
scorning myself
disgusted with my behaviour
and whats the worst part?
i'll never change
never changed since 4 years ago
i don't know how to
where to start
like i said.
i hate myself.
i'm sad.
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for those that wanna catch up with me
don't bother
cuz for now i'm not in the mood to
and neither am i interested
so just leave me alone
i just want to hurry leave singapore
to thailand where i get to see the vast sky
nature
the poor
the less fortunate rather
i need to experience it for myself
i need to find back my 'self'
i need to redesign
i need to think
i need to just be alone
='/
Posted at 06:41 am by groovypurple
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Friday, November 25, 2005
Okayy! i shall try to update FASTER and my resolution: to blog everyday! hahah!
SEriously i'm gettting fatter. NO EXERCISE, LOTS OF FOOD.
anyway updates:
-i think i'll only have a small scar on my left knee.whee!~
-i gotta catch up with so many people
only person i did catching up was daryl pat but i think i made his day worse
cuz we kept talking about you-know-who. sorry dude=/
nevertheless, it was nice seeing him again
people who i need to catch up with by request and without..
- Kumar (your beloved journal filled with love stories!)
- Jon Khong (return you ten bucks!)
- glen and gang (pigging out at newton!)
- rah ong (earrings and sun tan!)
- joel wee(nice chat over coffee bean!)
- huiyan and maxim(shopping!)
- jevon( simply chatting!)
- jeremy kor and royce(kbox!)
many more.. i can't remember it offhand now.
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okayy! i wanna bring my sister to town tomm..hopefully i'll be able to wake up early.
and things i currently hate..
- my hair (freaking thin, no shape, no volume!! i'm losing hair!yuck! i need a desperate haircut!)
- my skin ( pimples.eck!)
- my tummy (forever giving me aches and all)
- my lousy money management (i'm always broke!)
things i currently love..
- my family (naggy but cool!)
- my life, i've been like going out everyday ( while some have school..awwww!)
- you (the one who bullys me with pipi and the stupid green turtle!aarghz!)
okayy.i'm currently having a bad tummy ache..why? 2 reasons that i can think of..
1. i get tummy ache when eating prawn cracker and drink green tea
2. i lie down after i ate
okayy.one of them made me have such a terrible tummy upset. i'm darn lousy larh!! whhhattever.
today i went to ps to walk around and then headed to school to collect my semester 1 practical results. I got a B! Thank God! was really nervous and not confident to perform but i cast all my fears to Him. God provides. I improved from a D to B. And ya know whats the cool thing? So many others got B too! Sharon, Kihui, Yanghui and i'm sure many others! CongrAts girls! we are all Bery good! haha!
i watched 13 going on 30. it's a FANTASTIC SHOW!!! LOVE IT TO BITS! you all should purchase that DVD somewhere.somehow. cool cool. great day! without my tummy ache that is..
alrigght time to sleep. goodnight folks.
Posted at 07:57 am by groovypurple
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
MY WOUND IS HEALING!! it's the process of drying up or rather it has dried up and i'm waiting for teh dead skin to fall off..i get a new skin!haha!
Anyway, i'll be off to north thailand, chiang mai, pumen mountain etc and i'll be gone on the 2nd -14th of dec. it'll be two long weeks and when i'm back it'll be nearing christmas! There are gonna be lots of happenings in the december period. school will be starting on 3rd Jan. Long way more to go.yipeee!
Anyway, till then take care all of you!(:
Posted at 08:33 pm by groovypurple
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